Ellie Goulding - High For This (The Weeknd Cover)
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Finally got that last A of DABDA
…I was all sad at first(all last night and today) and i thought about it for hours but i think its just a sign that hhi isnt the glorifying event that will define our dance careers but just another major motivation to give us a reason to continue with our passion to dance
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Stream of Consciousness, XVII
-youre welcome, kim for sam sparro
-i am such an emotional mess
-i believe people are more inclined to read things when they are in bullet point form rather than a long paragraph
-damn this DABDA shit. i’m still in the Denial Anger stage…with thoughts of Bargaining and a hint of Depression. A glimmer of hope for Acceptance, though.
-maybe if i could photoshop my birth certificate, or something…anything.
-i really looked forward to homeland
-joshua better hang out with me and take me to homeland or else he’s a fail korean bestfriend
-fuck DABDA…literally chronicling and dictating the very course of my emotions
-it sucks even more that im aware of my emotions on a psychological scale as well
-maybe I’m just like Mary Elizabeth. maybe i just want to do these things to make myself “look better”
-Perks of Being A Wallflower is pretty interesting…it instigates subconscious thoughts in me
-I think/know/think/know i have low self-esteem. I’m not the best dancer, nor am i naturally groovy or talented. maybe leaving behind some sort of “legacy” would fill up this “gaping hole” in my life that my low self-esteem has created for me
-maybe im just selfish
-maybe i just have low self-esteem
-maybe im just unconfident
-do i really need to prove myself? why can’t i take my own advice?
-i could easily lecture myself if it wasnt myself. if this was another person’s situation i would be perfect at motivating them. but i am just a stubborn mule.
-ass
-donkey
-man i want bruxie’s…or ice cream…
-its the fcuking heat. Stranger by Albert Camus or what?
-am i Charlie?
-no, i am an individual. these posts and this thought-vomit is what makes me, me. i am human, hear me roar.
-sometimes i love these emotions, reminds me again of what the real me is like. im so superficial and fake on the outside because im so scared of revealing what i am on the inside.
-i just need somebody to talk to like last night; sure it was just colloquial and fun, but i think my main problem is that i’ve pushed so many people away/ignored people that i havent developed a large enough circle of close bestfriends to vent to
-blah blah blah
-i made myself bacon and eggs—-comfort food——hoping it would calm me down
-yay
zomg…..EZRA ♥♥♥♥♥
CAN I GET A FUCKING PREMIER DATE OR SOME SHIT?
i second that^
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Stream of Consciousness, XVI
-it is so un-deliciously, fugly, damn annoying hot.
-this is why i hate summer.
-im not even moving and im sweating.
-wtf is this madness
-so today at asb banquet…like, i swear i felt the ground move. i think it’s just me, but whenever im like on a top floor of a building and there’s a shizload of people, i just feel every single movement. it’s like i took one step and it was a 5.4 magnitude earthquake. am i crazy? so call me maybe.
-damn josh is too korean to function
-oh, i am now following adam on tumblr….weird. i wonder who else im not following
-i hate how my neck and back are sore. i need to go to a back person/spine person.
-what are they called?
-too lazy to search.
-uhhm……..it has “chia” in it…i think.
-dammit what the efff is the word.
-i remember the simpsons episode where homer uses the trash can to fix people’s back
-dammit, fine i’ll google it.
-CHIROPRACTOR.
-ugh…i knew it had chi…something. blah blah blah.
-but yeah i should go to one.
-i should go to a doctor in general…and dentist. i havent gone to a medical “thingy” in like years
-but i guess im generally healthy
-i dont eat crap…uhm…i dont enjoy drinking large quantities of soda or consuming fatty hot cheetos from school or “Munchies”….so disgusting.
-well, not disgusting, but i dont really like crunchy foods.
-i love Chips Ahoy! but the chewy cookies, not the original crunchy version
-yeah…and i love microwaving them for like 10 seconds so its all melty and i drink milk after and its so delicious.
-“it’s so choice.” ferris bueller. when he talks about if you ever get the chance of driving a Ferrari…man that movie was funny. and Ferris Bueller is like my fcuking hero…idk who the hell the actor was but the fictional character was cool.
-charlie sheen was in the movie….awks.
-awks. aux. ox. aucks.
-dude, cheap ass $3 aux cord from the ghetto discount store near food4less is “so choice” compared to buying an aux cord from like best buy, target, or radioshack.
-i dont think ive ever been inside a radio shack
-the chicken from asb banquet at knotts hotel was pretty mediocre; but the mashed potatoes were amazing.
-the pie was good. if it was warmer and came with vanilla ice cream that would be better
-but then again, i shouldnt complain because i always complain about complainers
.
-complainception.
-but seriously, i hate it when people comment with inappropriate or dumbass remarks like “oh, this would be so much better if…” or “what if…” or “dude, imagine this, but in this situation” or “this reminds me the time of…”
-but the most annoying one is that “this reminds of the time…”
-like i seriously hate people whom…who…whom…who…
-i seriously hate people that dwell on the past…like seriously. stop living in nostalgia. doesnt nostalgia mean like “pain” or reliving pain? something like that.
-but dwelling on the past hinders you from looking at the present and preparing for the future.
-quote that ish
-k bye.
-fishy fishy fishy.
Lately I’ve been feeling social media fatigue. Yes, #firstworldproblems, but man, it feels like it’s impossible to keep up, and I’m getting to a point where I just don’t want to anymore.
It’d be nice to simplify. Back to just one little Away Message box with a few choice quotes, links, and passive aggressive words, haha
…wait a sec, What am I doing on Tumblr?? I’m gonna do this on xanga… og social media, haha. READ MORE
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Stream of Consciousness, XV
-XV is a weird looking number.
-eww stupid fake runny nose/boogers.
-oh yeah, that “did-you-know” post where if you sniff markers it would get rid of a runny nose…i should try that.
-mr. walker says words weird. like “red” instead of “rid”, and “melk” instead of “milk”, and “men-its” instead of “minutes”
-okay, time to sniff some sharpies *sniffs*
-okay, that did nothing.
-damn placebo.
-everything is a freakin placebo.
-i should just not research anything and believe everything.
-ignorance is truly bliss.
-blah i was going to say something really cool but nevermind.
-these PopCorners chips are really really delicious.
-sea salt flavored.
-isnt all salt from the sea?
-wait…nah. nevermind. but yeah, salt is practically a rock!
-nacl.
-damn i have chemistry lab report to do
-whatevs…it can wait for the morning.
-oh wait, it’s 2:37 AM…it’s already “morning”
-i think its fine because i compensate staying up at this hour with my nap right after school. yay.
-dammit, im probably gonna have to put “br” inbetween to break up all these lines after.
-i dont know why tumblr doesnt just do it automatically
-and no, i dont like the other format of adding text posts on tumblr…i like this one with all my html freedom.
-i bet most of ya’ll dont even understand me.
-but its okay…i stand under you…because im short….so i understand you.
-my back and neck are like sho shore.
-so sore.
-i wanna get acupuncture one day.
-and ear piercings. and eyebrow piercing(not).
-i wanna do a lot of stuff before i go to college.
-im 18.
-this has gone far too long
-“you are the weakest link, GOODBYE”
-she has the definition of a “sharp tongue”
-k bye.
Nobody tells this to people who are beginners. I wish someone had told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple of years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase; they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know that it’s normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. put yourself on a deadline so that every week you finish one piece. It’s only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take a while. It’s normal to take a while. You just gotta fight your way through.
-Ira Glass
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