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Jaymes | Filipino | 19 | UC Irvine | CADC Nu-bie |
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Sep 25 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XXV

-Zot zot motherfuckers
-Does anyone know why I say that a lot? It’e because of TimothyDelaGhetto’s video of Epic Asian Meal Time and he’s like “Ching Chong Motherfuckers” and errr yeah.
-‘Tis day 3 of my college experience/dorm life.
-Day 1 was pretty hectic, moving in on Sunday…and twas very hot. ugh.
-Day 2 was hectic too. Zomg the involvement fair…so crazy. I expected craziness…and it was a lot more than that. lol.
-Joined a lot of shit. LOL. With Cassandra and Francis. Random stuff from Badminton to Kaba to KASA to Tai Kwan Do.
-Shit is that how you spell that? I’m probably wrong and I am very sorry.
-The dance teams at Aldrich Park….omg. I love dancers forever. haha.
-Kaba Modern’s performance….shit….omg….was and still is my all-time favorite. #Oppa Gangnam Style.
-CADC workshops were cool. Really cool. And it brought back memories of Kreative since it was literally on the fifth floor of the Social Sciences Parking Structure.
-Oh, random but awkward moment when you live here and your car is in the same structure as UG and CG. HAHAHA. I had to get something from my car/go out, and like I think I saw CG in the distance….I do not belong to bask in their gloriness. HAHA. I’m such a fanboy.
-I have no textbooks whatsoever. I am going to die. I also have no money. WTF financial aid…come on….asdfagajsd;flkaj;dlfkj…why are you taking so long….
-i am going to get Freshman 15. Unlimited meal plan. Yeah. This is not good.
-i loveee living myself. I cant stand rules in a household with parents. Like…I always go out and i dont even do anything at home but go on the computer. shoot, like..hours-wise i was out more this summer than at home.
-I really need to choreograph the transo piece and stuff.
-blahhh.
-now this is transitioning to stuff non-uci related.
-okay…im going to cut off this post then.
-i love uci.
-ugh
-i feel like such a “freshman”…all noob-like and lost and overwhelmed and clueless and shit.
-oh, random…but like…CHP people are weird. just throwin it out there. for majority of the people in this program. LOL. very antisocial. well…maybe its just me and im a stuck up asian who can only talk to dancer friends/close friends.
-sigh.
-ahhhh my beard.
-need to shave.
-but
-k bye.

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Sep 8 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XXIV

She want that bubble gum, is they the Doublemint Twins?
-Now walk it out now walk it out now walk it out ayyyyyyy
-Now west side walk it out, south side walk it out, east side walk it out
-My stomach has burn hurting lately…like a lot, and not in the good “I just worked out way” but in the “irregular bowel movements” way. Whatevs. I’ve been in worse conditions? lol.
-I can’t believe today’s ORG auditions, I can’t even.
-I can’t even.
-I just made a new playlist on my iPod called “my freestyle songs”…because, I’ve realized, that I suck at freestyling
-I also think that I should really hone my skills in isolations and popping-ish stuff and dimestops and etc. It’s like, the “first style” I really attempted when I started dancing because of Mike Song and Tony Tran and I really want to polish up my “own style” before I venture off with other styles.
-Yeah, I’m weird.
-I’m bringing sexy backkkk
-That piece was so fun.
-My iTunes is playing right now so my stream of consciousness is probably going to be interrupted several times whenever the song changes.
-Reptile-Skrillex.
-Shawn Duong and DJ Casis
-I liked that class too. Haha, I also like their style.
-I just wish I was able to choreograph and make my choreography as clever as all these inspirations I look up to. I have these “visions” (Raven status) but then it never comes true when I try to put it in music/actual dancing form. HAHA.
-Every one I look up to is like, an alumnus of UC Irvine.
-Destiny? I think not.
-Fanboying/stalking to the extreme? I think so.
-Owwww…my tum-tum hurts.
-I don’t know whether I should eat, vomit, or shit. It’s like, should I empty the tank or fill it up? But if it’s filled up, then I’ll have to empty it at a time I probably don’t want to if I’m in a public place.
-TMI. I know. whatevs. It’s my damn brain and my random blarrgness of words going from my head to my fingers to this keyboard to the computer to the internet to this textbox.
-double shots. double bitches. double chains. see them drippin. ddr ddrippin gold.
-i hate this song so much because it’s so catchy…but it’s so catchy…darn.
-MY DRUNK KITCHEN!
-I love my drunk kitchen on youtube. thanks californiaraisin for introducing it to me. i watch it whenevr i have the free time.
-When i try to say “my drunk kitchen” in real life sometimes i say “my drunk chicken”….
-this, ladies and gentlemen, is a spoonerism.
-it’s when you sometimes mix up random parts of words/phrases with other words and phrases because of the phoentic sound or some shit.
-phenotic.
-dammit what is the right spelling you red underline-y shit. -
phonetic. oh. lol.
-why did I drink coffee
-oh, because i wanted to taste the new hazelnut creamer
-ahahhahaha.
-omgosh.
-“what you know” - two door cinema club
-I llove llove llove this song, this piece, and everything. and law is really funny. lolz.
-in a few weeks, i will get time, and realize its right there before my eyes.
-i am leaving, this is starting, to feel like its right before my eyes, i can taste it, its my sweetest…somethinggggggg….i can tell just what you want, something something alonee song is going to fast for me to think and then type right after
-i think i type like a shitload of words per minutes. WPM. right? like, a shitload. too lazy to do online test. And, I can use punctuation and correct spelling and shit if I want to. Because, I, am, edumacated. mwahahah.
-this. has. gone. on. far. too. long.
-THIS. IS. SPARTA.
-k bye.
-lolz.

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Sep 4 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XXIII

Conan is so damn funny.
“Name that tune”…wow…LOL. Playing only crappy renditions of songs in order to avoid lawsuits…wtf. HAHAHAH. so funny. soo sooo funny.

I can’t help but feel scared. Anxious. In about a mere 13 hours I’ll be at Bea Hive either helping around at the front desk and then later stretching out the boys for auditions. How the hell did this happen…haha. I remember vividly when I first auditioned for HHA, I didn’t know anybody except my friend Jennifer that I forced to go with me (Hi, btw, if you’re reading this), and a couple familiar faces from M3 like David and Kevin L. I remember learning “Who Is She” by Kris Mark taught be Andy for the audition piece. I remember being freaked out I was in the last group with Jasper because he was a returner and I thought it was totally not fair to be paired up with a returner. Ahhh the memories…
Now the tables have turned. Literally speaking, I am on the other side of the table. Judging, evaluating, and enjoying the potential talent of the newbies.

Adding on to this plethora of emotion, in 19 days I’ll be moving into my dorm at UC Irvine. Living on my own…what is this madness. I’m barely at my parents home anyway, either being at ORG or going out to eat, or partying it up(jk…), but I’ve never truly been “alone.” This will be a very interesting experience.

I need a job. Sigh. Sigh.

And a phone.

I need a phone first….I can’t even attempt to get a job without a cell phone they could call, lol.

Yay for streams of consciousness.

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Aug 16 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XXII

-i hate bug bites. or heat rashes. or whatever this shit is.
-it reminds me of that one time i got hives while i was on the east coast.
-i got hives all over my body…it was horrible. like…ive never been so itchy in my life. i remember while sleeping over-ish at this one museum i kept going to the bathroom and like looking in the mirror and trying to make the hives go away by rubbing my body with wet paper towels
-do not mock the son of a shepherd
-well, son of a filipino farmer
-ed, edd, and eddy
-omgosh, if i have a son i would name him “Edd” that way growing up kids would call him “Double D” but I, as a mature adult, would still call him “Edd” because that’s the parent-y thing to do.
-LOL Mufasa and Simba
-“but what about the shadowy place?”
-“Simba, what the fuck did I JUST say?”
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
-i hate it when people call other people their “big sister/brother”
-when they…are…not…related….
-its like…wtf. and most of these relationships are based on a very short-term relationship-type-of-thing where the two have only recently got close
-that, or its just a stupid filipino thing
-but still, calling other people “kuya” or “ate” like…all the time…thats so awkward
-irony because of my screename
-but still, like i think i just have a respect issue because i seriously think showing that much “level of respect” shows “weakness”
-i dont want to belittle myself by calling a peer by a superior name
-ya feel me? ya feel me? ya feel me? ya feel me?
-omg i hate that song.
-well…just that part
-i hate swag songs. ugh. hype songs. anything thats with beats and “beat killing” and big movements
-ive been really annoyed with like all this choreography being fast-paced and having to do the biggest,hardest,dopest moves in a matter of decimals of a second.
-LIVE IN THE MOMENT
-dayumn
-like, everybody needs to chill
-either, dance to slow song
-or get high
-forrizzles
-whole grain pop tarts
-me = ignorant = assumes anything with “whole grain” is automatically healthy and superior to non-whole grain products
-stupid bug bites
-ew camping this weekend
-more bugs
-imma cut a bitch

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Jul 19 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XXI

And let the Roman numerals after 20 commence!
lolz that was a lame first line-r.
Chopin’s Fantasie Impromptu….omg why did these Classical-Romantic people need to make such complicated-ass music? Nowadays like the Japanese pianists/musicians have like somewhat simpler pieces…or that’s just my opinion.
omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sooo fast
I think I wanna do what Josh is doing and learn a “flashy piece” before summer ends
if i ever have the timeeeeeeee
I guess that’ll be one of my goals this summer. What should I learn? I really…really….really wanna learn hungarian rhapsody #2….but i highkey lowkey highkey highkey know that that’s impossible.
that that
is that even grammatically correct? it is, right?
omg chopin’s “black key etude” sounds fun.
it sounds fun.
but its not fun
well, actually…its just majority black keys…so hopefully that makes life a little bit easier. LOL.
weird thing is that it can be a “white key etude” if you just move everything a half-step…hahas.
another summer goal-get a 6-pack
frankie said i have a 2-pack…wtf. no. its just a big blob-pack that has a blurry dividing line in the middle. LOL.
my body is so weird. i have big hands, short legs, but a long torso
at least i think thats right, or is it long legs and short torso?
anyways, im dispaproprtiaont asfasdfja;sljf DISPROPORTIONATE. is that a word? ya’ll know what i mean. ugh why isnt the red underline thingy doing its job and telling me whats right and whats wrong?
*cracks knuckles*
oh, joshua hwang…how we can both crack our knuckles without the use of the other hand
omgosh aye hasagawa
aye-gasms
why is she so gooddddddd?!?
i should turn japanese, then.
she’s so cute. omgosh. like, she should have her own tv show where its just her normal life with her quirky yet cute little japanese actions and interactions.
lalalalal
dirty south.
boy.
ive been watching you.
weird because i was trying to download that song today too, but then it was taking too long and i wouldve been late to org camp
why is it so hot
its summer.
summer.
summer.
schools out…lalal hsm
remember when high school musical was cool? no homo, but that shit was kinda entertaining because it was so damn cheesy that it “worked”
where are they now? wtf happend to the black guy? corbin bleu? right? the afro-y guy/big hair? he was cool
push it, push it, to the limit, limit, lalalal
flexes abs* i never knew this feeling till like now. LOL. ive been chubby my whole life
okay, i think im going to drink coffee more often now. seriously, coffee is not “bad.” i know creamer and sugar is bad, but still, coffee is cool because:
1-it’s a drug. i could walk around saying “im on drugs!” and people will be like “wtf jaymes gtfo” and ill be like “im on caffeine!” and theyll be like “smh”
2-it actually does imrpove like attention-awareness(omg redundancy…wtf am i saying) and like it helps you focus
3-it gives you energy! (not as much as an apple, though!)
4-it boosts metabolism = dont gain weight as much = be skinny = abs!
5-i like the taste of coffee. i remember when people didnt like marcie’s chocolate covered coffee beans but i was like “YEAHHH!”
i remember on that day we casted for toybox’s piece for kingdom hearts and i got front and stuff and im like “im not a good dancer…i was just really hyper”
i remember i was waacking a lot that day and doing everything full out and i talked a lot and i was running around the studio….omgosh i was so cool
emphasis on “cool”
blarg
“lethargic” is a weird word.
“oovoo” is a weird word
“weird” is a weird word
“weird word” is a weird juxtaposed combination of words
i liked to use the word “juxtaposed” because i feel smarter
and “emulate”…”supersede”….”circumlocution”…”pedantic”…”intricate”…”okay, so…”
i also like saying “cant” in a british accent. why? because i cant stand the american accent it sounds so unsophisticated
hi im eliza doolittle and i sell flowers
aaaaaaoohhhhhwwwwwww
i cant do this
hahahahhahahahhahaha
this has gone on long enough
you are the weakest link
goodbye
HAHAHHA

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Jul 13 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XX

The XX is cool. Even though “Intro” has been sampled in like 5000 songs
it’s hot.
yet humid.
what…in tarnations.
omgosh thats so fun to say
i feel so rednecky and white
hahahahahhahahahahah.
I should just try to watch The Filipino Channel for one day….maybe i’ll actually pick up the language if i try
nah jk im too lazy
sigh
sigh
sigh
its so hot……
and im so tired…..
i really want to choreograph for choreo day tomorrow even though its optional
…but im sooo tired
hopefully…hopefully….hopefully “car choreo” will work out.
haha, its a long car ride to redlands so i might as well
now youre just somebody that i used to know
my mind is so stupid
i almost typed “retarded”….but that would’ve been more stupid
seriously, i am just breaking this flow so much with my actual attention to the flow
Streeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaam of Consciousnesssssssssssssss
It’s like a fucking river
cry me a river
Justin Timberlake
Friends With Benefits
its that movie right? because the other one is called No Strings Attached right?
whoa….i cant wait til i turn 21
beyonce
“i said babbyyyy 21 so i can get me a drink”
schoolin life
cindy minowa’s kaba modern choreo day
that seemed interesting…
lalallaa
omg the “bumps” on TFC are like….so annoying similar to each other
are they called bumps?
im just saying that because of Adult Swim on Cartoon Network and they always say “bump” for those white text on black screen thingies inbetween commercials and shows
my neck is itchy
i should shave…
ill shave later…when its hhi
HAHAHA.
omg…would i look weird with a beard?
that rhymes
people are more inclined to believe in something if it rhymes
one fish two fish red fish blue fish
omgosh i have to change soon
im leaving soon
nooooooooo
goodbye tumblr
kbye

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Jul 11 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XIX

I can’t keep track of these damn Roman numerals.
Text from David
Choreo Day optional for HHI….well…i love choreo days so imma do one. hah.
but forreals like, why do people not like choreo days? i love doing choreo days because i personally love to do a different style each time to “broaden” my dance “vocabulary” and “versatility”? yes? no? i dont understand myself either.
stupid “CTRL+B” for bookmark.
gah i did it again.
I mean to use “CTRL+V” to paste the break line html
omgosh im so gassy
and i have to pee….i blame this coffee
okay, watch sytycd and then pee and then continue writing on tumblr
*watches sytycd*
oh shit that jump off of the sofa and into his arms….i love this song “unchained melody”
wow…so pretty….i really wanna do contemporary but im seriously that cowardly like courage the dog
damn that piece was cool
maybe ill do contemporary session 2 when i have more free time
most of my time is ORG anyways….sigh
stupid…fucking…bookmark…ugh why does V and B need to be next to each other?
i just did it again. asdfagljk
oh, i didnt go pee….i guess ill go after i write this lolz
my lips hurt…dry? but not really dry
burt’s bees lip balm is like 2.99? *memory of Price is Right from earlier today*
that show is really weird…people just guess fucking prices? okay…if that’s right…
headache! w00t. caffeine side effect
caffeine is essentially a drug…w00t w00t drugs
longggggg day ahead of me tomorrow
reminder: need to wake up early, eat breakfast, pack lunch, and also tonight listen to locking mix/housing mix and think of hte cleanings
sigh
cye
Cye Bongalos’ class was really dope. The atmosphere of hte class wasn’t as hype as Archie’s or Ellen’s, but I think it was just because everybody was mindfucked by the choreography + musicality. But ‘tis okay Cye, I’m still in love with your style…zomg soo good i love San Diego dancers hahaha
Joshua Hwang I hope you read this
We can be secret fanboys of Cye
IIIIIIIIII……..I JUST DIED IN YOUR ARMS TONIGHT………
that song always sneaks its way into my head in the randomest times
vocal choreography by mike song and anthony lee was pure genius
stupid. ctrl + B.
oh, anthony lee is teaching tomorrow! (i think?…like 90% sure) yayyy!!!!! imagine if he taught vocal choreography…that would be fucking awkward yet awesome
omgosh…when david lee teaches i sooooo want him to teach “somebody that i used to know” but im predicting he most likely wont but i can dream, cant i?
dun dun, ch. dun dun dun dun. dun dun, ch. dun dun, ch.
my onomatopoeia impersonation of the guitar strums from passion’s cover
yes.
big words
gargantuan words help to fabricate my superior intelligence
or something like that
pedantic for the win!
this has gone far too long
i think
cole horibe,
asian cliche
something….okay sytycd
k byeeeeeeeee. gonna watch sytycd
STUPID BOOKMARK THING.

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Jun 17 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XVIII

So many things are pissing me off.
WHY LIN!? OMG…she was like badass
I guess it’s to have that same sort of effect as “Dumbledore’s death” or something
But at least she’s not dead…
Maybe Amon isn’t really taking bending away, but like a super-placebo-effect with blocking the chakra located in the center of the forehead.
Nerd.
Financial Aid is pissing me off
just trying to accept loans and stuff is frustrating
omgosh, like, just filling out the damn master promissory note
okay, provide two references
one should be parent/legal guardian
BUT, addresses and telephone numbers must be different
okay…like…HOW THE HELL DO I PUT A DIFFERENT ADDRESS FROM MY “PARENT/LEGAL GUARDIAN”? SHOULDN’T WE BE LIVING IN THE SAME DAMN HOUSEHOLD?
ughhhhh…now i have to wait for my dad to get home and to also get people’s addresses like my brother or somebody
okay, and last thing that pissed me off:
like, Hana Yori Dango Final movie…..omg, are you fcuking serious?
whyyyyyy did that movie drag out for so long…and like…the stupid reasoning behind it all was a “test” set up by Makino’s parents?
Weren’t they on an island for like months?
wtf?
like, who does that?
“Imma test your marriage by putting you through hell and deserting you on an island for a couple of months”
wtf?
how the hell is that an okay “test”
blahhhhhhhhhhhh
it’s kinda kawaii that makino’s like “im no longer ichiban huh?” because of their expected son
and stuff
blah blah blah
i wish i had an iPhone….just for Words With Friends
seriously
that’s all i woudl use it for
and…calling and texting…i guess
summary: LOK needs to calm the eff down with toying with my emotions, studentloans.gov is a complicated piece of shit, Makino and Tsukasa are like the dumbest couple ever yet they are still perfect for each other like wtf I want that kind of relationship.
k bye.

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Jun 3 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XVII

-youre welcome, kim for sam sparro
-i am such an emotional mess
-i believe people are more inclined to read things when they are in bullet point form rather than a long paragraph
-damn this DABDA shit. i’m still in the Denial Anger stage…with thoughts of Bargaining and a hint of Depression. A glimmer of hope for Acceptance, though.
-maybe if i could photoshop my birth certificate, or something…anything.
-i really looked forward to homeland
-joshua better hang out with me and take me to homeland or else he’s a fail korean bestfriend
-fuck DABDA…literally chronicling and dictating the very course of my emotions
-it sucks even more that im aware of my emotions on a psychological scale as well
-maybe I’m just like Mary Elizabeth. maybe i just want to do these things to make myself “look better”
-Perks of Being A Wallflower is pretty interesting…it instigates subconscious thoughts in me
-I think/know/think/know i have low self-esteem. I’m not the best dancer, nor am i naturally groovy or talented. maybe leaving behind some sort of “legacy” would fill up this “gaping hole” in my life that my low self-esteem has created for me
-maybe im just selfish
-maybe i just have low self-esteem
-maybe im just unconfident
-do i really need to prove myself? why can’t i take my own advice?
-i could easily lecture myself if it wasnt myself. if this was another person’s situation i would be perfect at motivating them. but i am just a stubborn mule. -ass
-donkey
-man i want bruxie’s…or ice cream…
-its the fcuking heat. Stranger by Albert Camus or what?
-am i Charlie?
-no, i am an individual. these posts and this thought-vomit is what makes me, me. i am human, hear me roar.
-sometimes i love these emotions, reminds me again of what the real me is like. im so superficial and fake on the outside because im so scared of revealing what i am on the inside.
-i just need somebody to talk to like last night; sure it was just colloquial and fun, but i think my main problem is that i’ve pushed so many people away/ignored people that i havent developed a large enough circle of close bestfriends to vent to
-blah blah blah
-i made myself bacon and eggs—-comfort food——hoping it would calm me down
-yay

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May 31 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XVI

-it is so un-deliciously, fugly, damn annoying hot.
-this is why i hate summer.
-im not even moving and im sweating.
-wtf is this madness
-so today at asb banquet…like, i swear i felt the ground move. i think it’s just me, but whenever im like on a top floor of a building and there’s a shizload of people, i just feel every single movement. it’s like i took one step and it was a 5.4 magnitude earthquake. am i crazy? so call me maybe.
-damn josh is too korean to function
-oh, i am now following adam on tumblr….weird. i wonder who else im not following
-i hate how my neck and back are sore. i need to go to a back person/spine person.
-what are they called?
-too lazy to search.
-uhhm……..it has “chia” in it…i think.
-dammit what the efff is the word.
-i remember the simpsons episode where homer uses the trash can to fix people’s back
-dammit, fine i’ll google it.
-CHIROPRACTOR.
-ugh…i knew it had chi…something. blah blah blah.
-but yeah i should go to one.
-i should go to a doctor in general…and dentist. i havent gone to a medical “thingy” in like years
-but i guess im generally healthy
-i dont eat crap…uhm…i dont enjoy drinking large quantities of soda or consuming fatty hot cheetos from school or “Munchies”….so disgusting.
-well, not disgusting, but i dont really like crunchy foods.
-i love Chips Ahoy! but the chewy cookies, not the original crunchy version
-yeah…and i love microwaving them for like 10 seconds so its all melty and i drink milk after and its so delicious.
-“it’s so choice.” ferris bueller. when he talks about if you ever get the chance of driving a Ferrari…man that movie was funny. and Ferris Bueller is like my fcuking hero…idk who the hell the actor was but the fictional character was cool.
-charlie sheen was in the movie….awks.
-awks. aux. ox. aucks.
-dude, cheap ass $3 aux cord from the ghetto discount store near food4less is “so choice” compared to buying an aux cord from like best buy, target, or radioshack.
-i dont think ive ever been inside a radio shack
-the chicken from asb banquet at knotts hotel was pretty mediocre; but the mashed potatoes were amazing.
-the pie was good. if it was warmer and came with vanilla ice cream that would be better
-but then again, i shouldnt complain because i always complain about complainers
. -complainception.
-but seriously, i hate it when people comment with inappropriate or dumbass remarks like “oh, this would be so much better if…” or “what if…” or “dude, imagine this, but in this situation” or “this reminds me the time of…”
-but the most annoying one is that “this reminds of the time…”
-like i seriously hate people whom…who…whom…who…
-i seriously hate people that dwell on the past…like seriously. stop living in nostalgia. doesnt nostalgia mean like “pain” or reliving pain? something like that.
-but dwelling on the past hinders you from looking at the present and preparing for the future.
-quote that ish
-k bye.
-fishy fishy fishy.

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May 31 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XV

-XV is a weird looking number.
-eww stupid fake runny nose/boogers.
-oh yeah, that “did-you-know” post where if you sniff markers it would get rid of a runny nose…i should try that.
-mr. walker says words weird. like “red” instead of “rid”, and “melk” instead of “milk”, and “men-its” instead of “minutes”
-okay, time to sniff some sharpies *sniffs*
-okay, that did nothing.
-damn placebo.
-everything is a freakin placebo.
-i should just not research anything and believe everything.
-ignorance is truly bliss.
-blah i was going to say something really cool but nevermind.
-these PopCorners chips are really really delicious.
-sea salt flavored.
-isnt all salt from the sea?
-wait…nah. nevermind. but yeah, salt is practically a rock!
-nacl.
-damn i have chemistry lab report to do
-whatevs…it can wait for the morning.
-oh wait, it’s 2:37 AM…it’s already “morning”
-i think its fine because i compensate staying up at this hour with my nap right after school. yay.
-dammit, im probably gonna have to put “br” inbetween to break up all these lines after. -i dont know why tumblr doesnt just do it automatically
-and no, i dont like the other format of adding text posts on tumblr…i like this one with all my html freedom.
-i bet most of ya’ll dont even understand me.
-but its okay…i stand under you…because im short….so i understand you.
-my back and neck are like sho shore.
-so sore.
-i wanna get acupuncture one day.
-and ear piercings. and eyebrow piercing(not).
-i wanna do a lot of stuff before i go to college.
-im 18.
-this has gone far too long
-“you are the weakest link, GOODBYE”
-she has the definition of a “sharp tongue”
-k bye.

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May 27 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XIV

my chest is itchy.
shirtless.
its like, hot in my room, yet cold outside. and i dont want to wear clothes blahhhhhhh.
body rock was amazing. i love how the performances just get better and better.
im hungry. should i eat bacon?
was there a new legend of korra today?
i heard toonami came back? cool. maybe i should try to watch anime….’cause all i ever watched was dbz and dbgt.
body rock was amazing.
stupid one random hair on my shoulder. *pluck
its awkwardly hot.
body rock was amazing.
it’s so weird, wierd…weird. yeah, weird.
anyway, it’s so weird how my first body rock was 3 years ago at The Rock and i literally had no idea what the hell the dance community was. body rock 2009 and vibe 14 were my first dance competitions i ever watched.
but, it’s weird how whenever i watch dance competitions i always tell myself “one day, I’ll be on that same stage, too”…and lately it has been coming true….
WOD 2009, i told myself that, then WOD 2010 it came true.
the bren events center, and later that came true too
and now body rock…so fortunate and blessed to even have this opportunity that some people dont get in a lifetime.
body rock was amazing.
sad i didnt get to see CADC or press play or CG ‘cause they were in the first act.
ORG was pretty good, like, i knew for a fact we were really good and people acting all low-and-depressed after are like…stupid. we were amazing, too; we deserved to be at body rock.
im sooo hungry.
imma cook bacon and eggs.
wait there was no new korra today? teardrop.
i should write more of these to empty out the “thought-vomit” i have at the end of the day or at random times of the day like at 2:04 AM
i love cracking my knuckles.
k bye.
body rock was amazing.

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Jan 4 '12

Stream of Consciousness, XIII

13!
Cool, Organization XIII. Haha, I totally like researched and watched hours of youtube videos of KH1,2,358/2,coded,CoM,BBS cutscenes to finally have grasp of wtf kingdom hearts is all about.
But i finally was able to actually play kingdom hearts(2) at my cousins house for new years! yay!
played the last level…almost beat the boss(ansem? xemnas?)…errgh.and it was my first time too
and then i played the first levels
the whole time i was like (WHEN CAN I BE SORA)?
then after each day im like “what…the…fcuk…this is boring! imma play brawl!
but my cousin insisted i keep playing, and then i finally got to the part where sora wakes up and roxas is liek “my summer vacation is over noooooooooo”
and then the title of kingdom hearts II came up…my reaction:”ALL THAT SHIT JUST FOR THE TITLE….”
I love the KH music. Note to self: print out more piano collections later.
Random note to self: buy AUX cord for car.
i wonder how much they cost.
ORG ORG ORG. money money money. yay yay yay. lolz. its not that bad, actually. omg international night…crazy how its in about 2 months! AHHHHHH!!! #panic mode
i love hashtags.
note to self: ask david about org gen 4 schedule and performances and planned stuff
sweet tea makes me think.
or hyper.
do cough drops like totally kill your taste buds or is it just me?
*not cough drops, lozenges…but same thing.
**SNEEZE**, **COUGH**
ugh, i hate being the type of sick where mucus is everywhere…blehhhh. at least its better than being like hot/headache/cant move/sore….
YAY THANKS NICK for handling the dtntech hoodies. zomg i am so awkward.
now i realize why im in asb
kinda…
lolz.
but yeah, i guess the lesson is to be a good leader you have to realize you cant do everything yourself and that its always good to remember that people are willing to help you.
….epiphany.
just kidding.
but yeah…another reason why people think im cool is that im online all the time and im like a tech-savvy(tech geek) person that is never off the compouter or my phone….so im easy to contact. w00t.
josh just walked in.
he’s playing new super mario bros on the ds.
i think its the last level…the bowser level.
i bet he’s gonna ask me to beat it for me.
YUP.
TOLD YOU SO.
K BYE.
lolz i just died.
but yeah.
i left caps lock on.
forreals bye now.

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Dec 20 '11

Stream Of Consciousness, XII

Asia Buffet in Buena Park was mediocre. Food was “okay”…and choices were limited. I guess I’m just a picky buffet-eater because I’ve been to casino/Las Vegas buffets. Haha.
I love food.
Today was crap…I felt like falling asleep in all my classes and at the end of the day I had a huge headache. If anyone noticed, I was slightly more cynical and blunt today.
Yes, I feel like typing complete sentences with correct grammar because I feel like it.
I keep cracking my neck/wrists/back….I know I won’t get arthritis but I do run the risk of having weak joints/weak grip. I have such bad habits. I’ll fix it later…
And I have a procrastination problem.—Yay for alliteration!
But seriously, I don’t do calculus homework until like 10, 11, 12, 1, 2, or 3 o’ clock sometimes; and that’s just math. I still have to do chemistry.
I guess I KINDA have some leeway because I only have 3 academically engaging classes (AP English Lit, AP Calculus, AP Chem; I do not count economics as a challenging class at all).
I have been slacking…really bad…FOR MY STANDARDS. Honestly, a B+ for me would make me cry.
I’m such a bad example on how to get good grades in school; I do homework last minute and I cram the night before. I don’t want to sound cocky but perhaps I have a talent for just being able to retain a lot of information the first time I learn it.
FCCCUUUK calculus, though. Well, I still love calculus, but this unit is pretty tedious and boring and I just want it to end.
It’s almost winter break! Damn you all who are on break already.
ORG WINTER CAMP NEXT WEEK! w00t.
I’m particularly excited to take David Lee/Gina Hong’s class, Austin Fernandez, and Mike Song.
Still surreal how far ORG has come—from the underground garage on Westminster St. somewhere under a carwash to a studio.
And…yeah.
Secret Santa gift…urgghhh…I need a wishlist from the person. Forreals. Like, studies show that it’s better to just get a person something they want rather than risk trying to “surprise” them with “something better”. Yeah, I’m just a very practical person.
NDTitanLady makes me happy. (youtube). She really has inspired my humor. HAHA.
This was a surprisingly grammatically correct Stream of Consciousness entry.
har har har.
We Found Love in a hopeless place….
Fireflame…
Just like a Circus…
Note to self: do homework at 10:15
Note to self: start downloading music at 10:00 that way I could do something productive while music downloads.
What good music albums are out right now?
Blah blah blah.
“Ok bye” *flails body off camera*


ok jk. I spent a good deal thinking about the word “flail” Aww I’m fixing my frame from ORG gen 1 banquet because my name fell off and it makes me sad/happy/emotional just looking at it. So yeah. K bye.

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